Happy Thursday Lovecats!
I’m feeling pretty light today and I hope you are too!
I’ve been in my new house/new life for about a month and a half now and I have to say that it’s starting to feel like it’s all real now, like I’m finally (hopefully) bringing main character energy to my life again in a way that feels like I’m actually moving forward in a positive and healthy way towards embodying the woman I’ve been working so hard to be. WOW! That truly feels like progress!
When I was on my walk the other day I started thinking about the movie Free Guy and wondering if I was a Playable Character or an NPC in my own life… and also wondering how many people in this world are possible NPCs, simply due to being stuck in their life circumstances with a lack of awareness that the choices they continuously make are from a program that just hasn’t been updated in a long time, if ever. And I wondered if I had been in that position as well, for these last 7 or so years that I have felt stuck in some sort of time loop.
Of course it sounds rather ridiculous… or does it?
Basically, what I was trying to say AND what I couldn’t correctly put into words in my video was that maybe I became an NPC or a background character so that others could become their Main Character, giving all my energy to “them” in a means to help them - only to realize that they could never become a Playable Character because they are just an NPC and just don’t have the capacity - but that also, it’s their choice and completely my own lack of awareness at the time when giving away my power in order to help someone else see their own potential.
Anyway, it felt supremely enlightening on my walk, so much so that I’ve been thinking about it ever since and the great thing about that IS - it’s forced me to take a hard look at where I might still be stuck in old programming and also, where I’m not stuck anymore (and how invigorating it actually feels!) and MAYBE it will encourage you to take a look at your life in the same way… or maybe not 😊
I probably should have done a little research before talking about it, but I didn’t because I was just in a “thinking out loud” place, but I did find this video explaining it better than I could, if you’re interested WATCH IT HERE. He also gives you next steps if you want to actually work on being a main character in your own life.
xoxo …love, Maegan🩵
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