Come As You Are: Season 2 Episode 20

Happy Weekend Lovecats!

OMG It’s Memorial Day weekend, isn’t it? Jeesh, this year seems to be flying by already… it’s going to be Christmas before we know it. What the Actual fffffff?

NO, I can’t even think about that right now because then I’ll have to also be forced to look at how much and how little I feel like I’ve actually done this year and I can’t even be bothered with all of that right now. I’m grateful for the progress that I have made in many areas of my life EVEN IF I still feel as though I’m waiting for some grand event to take place and be like CONGRATULATIONS, MAEGAN, YOU HAVE NOW ENTERED YOUR FUTURE LIFE AND YOU HAVE BECOME YOUR FUTURE SELF AND HERE ARE ALL OF YOUR MANIFESTATIONS… you know, that.

But alas, I might just have to sit within the uncertainty a little bit longer or maybe - just maybe - accept that THIS is my life now… and be happy about it… which I am, quite certainly -happiER- but also WHY DO I STILL FEEL LIKE I’M WAITING FOR SOMETHING?

I dunno.

ANYWAY, I tried to blab a little less in this week’s Come As You Are episode, yet still went on too long about my random daily and probably boring life for the first half, but I hope, as always, aside from my ridiculousness, there are a few gems for you to take away 😊

Have a Wonderful Memorial Day Weekend!

xoxo …love, Maegan 🎀

• PS video episodes are for paying subscribers only.

• Check out last week’s book chapter

• Friday night’s TikTok post about Nail Trends and the “Old Money Aesthetic”

• My last Outfit Post at loveMaegan.com - which I often wonder if I should just start sharing here, where there are zero annoying ads, but it’s free there vs a monthly subscription, and also I dunno if you want that many emails in your inbox, but let me know 😊

OH and one last thing! I’ve finally started working on finishing my closet in the new house. I’m not sure why it’s taken me so long, but I think it has something to do with how I’ve felt my identity has been somehow tied up in my style and how stuck I felt for so long, as well as hearing someone else’s voice in my head every time I tried to get dressed and having to reprogram myself around that… BUT ANYWAY here’s a sneak peek of the progress. It’s not too different from the little bits you’ve seen in my outfit selfies, but I have moved things around a bit. I was hoping to have it done and photographed and up on loveMaegan by Tuesday, but I’m not committing to that timeline just yet 😜 But SOON!