Happy Weekend, Lovecats!
After realizing that I “might” experience a bit of a low on Saturday evenings, which also happens to be the day I normally film these episodes, I decided this week, to switch it up and film on Fridays instead and publish on Saturdays instead of Sundays, hoping for a more positive overall experience and mood (for me and for you)… and then realized that Sunday is Mother’s Day, and so it worked out well this weekend, completely by chance (because I forgot it was Mother’s day).
So, hello, Hi and happy Saturday! I hope you’re having a lovely weekend AND if you are a mama, Happy Mother’s Day - tomorrow!
I did find that even though I’ve had a really tough week dealing with a flea infestation (which I ramble about for nearly 10 minutes, apologies, please skip to the 10min mark to bypass if you like 😆 ) and almost lost one of my dogs for good, I was in a far better mood than I have been in weeks, and in the last few episodes as well.
As you know, this has been one of the toughest times in my life, BUT I finally feel a sense of freedom from it all and am so grateful for this space, and feeling safe enough to share about it all as openly as I have with all of you. 😍
This week I’ve also shared…
And I’m starting to really feel like all the pieces of me that have been scattered, missing, stolen or abandoned, are finding their way back to me, while I’m also creating new pieces and evolving into the future version of myself I’ve been searching for -for the last few years… and that feels refreshing, to say the least.
Hopefully, by sharing my insane thoughts and whatever wisdom that comes from being alone too much and overthinking, researching, processing and healing, I might actually help you in some way, or at the very least, entertain you, because FINALLY I am feeling like myself again. FINALLY, I feel free from my past and from the weights that have been chained to my ankles for YEARS. And FINALLY my vision is a little less blurry and I can see clearly in a way I have been desperately longing to see and feel... Finally. Yes, FINALLY. Because wow. What a feeling.
xoxo …love, Maegan 💗
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